I got two orders this morning, about 1k usd each, these are small orders,  just trial orders for my customers. Anyway, I think I’ve done a good job

I’m already bored with this job working here for one year and half, things are harder and harder as what I didn’t meet before, goods can hardly be sent through Chinese customs, and there’s always a risk that the goods might be held at customs in any other countries. That’s a headache for me all the time.

I don’t want to deal with people from South America, Turkey, and lots and lots of other non-English speaking countries any longer, I can hardly understand them, and they can hardly understand me, although both of us speak English, but their English is so difficult to get a generally idea what they’re talking about. For a lot of times when we were talking about a little thing for a very long time, I had to repeatedly ask them over and over again. I think I am driven crazy.

I like this job, I am lovn’ this job, I am doing things that I like, I like being online all day, to surf on the net or do whatever I like. And honestly speaking, I work on the internet and spend most of my time on the net doing lot of things other than working, but I can get my orders, even if I read others’ blogs for the whole day and the whole week, I reply an email, there will be an order.

It seems that this job is quite easy for me, yes, I think so, that’s truth. And compared those people who are struggling for a job opportunity all day, I’m satisfied. Working while doing things of my own, that’s what I always want.

How time flies, A new week is coming, but in my mind, we just celebrated our Chinese new year, celebated Lantern Festival, spent my awful date of birth, but it’s already been March 1st today, that means we have passed 1/6 of the entire year. I’m alraedy 24 years old now, I don’t know how fast my rest of life will be spent.

Last week, I finnally sent all my orders out, but every order with some items left, which can’t be able to go through Chinese customs, that’s a great headache to me. I hate this job, it’s hard to get an order, and the goods I’m selling has a great problem at customs in any country too. A large order of mine was still held at the US customs without any solutions, I’m still worried about that.

Life is boring, doing so many things repeatly again and again, and almost all things I’m doing here is not smoothly. I hate my job, I hate my life, but anyway, I’m here this morning still in the office at my desk.

Life is hard, but, I will do my best and enjoy everyday as a holiday.

It has been nearly 5 months I worked here, when I came here in the End of Oct. 2007, I just got out of a multi-level marketing, which is illegal by laws in China. I found my self so bad luck that I entered such organization once upon a time, after geting out of there, I had nothing, no money, forgot almost all my English, missed a lot of chances.

When I came back to Taizhou, which I worked after my graduation from college,  from the multi-level  marketing organization in Luoyang, Henan Province, I went to a friend working in Wenling, Taizhou. He greatly helped me, and after staying there with him for almost one month, I began to look for a job, I got to know an Alibaba sales representative on a job-hunting website, and he finally introduced me to this shop, Taizhou Luqiao Tongda Lock Service Shop, yes, this not a company, only a shop. I remembered that when I first came here to be interviewed, the woman, who is our boss’ wife, said they are a company, and has a factory of their own, and had begun to do foreign trade for a long time, and their products are the best all of the world, and has lots of exportation worldwide, I fould myself so foolish to believe what she said to me so easilly.
But when I begun working, they treated me well at first, but after working here for month, everything changed, she is very bad-tempered,  and often called my names, she thought foreign business is a very easy thing. But it wasn’t, she knew nothing about it. I want to leave at that time, but I couldn’t do it, because I had no money, really no money, I need more money so that I could find another job.

They don’t have a factory, most of their products were bought from other companies in Shenzhen or other places. So prices are much more higher than any other supplier doing the same business, so I was so difficult for me to sell. Another problem is that, it is very difficult to pass customs because  third parties logo the keys.

Sometime, when a buyer placed an order to me, and paid by Western Union, I could not send goods to them because they have no products. But I couldn’t help to do it.

What’s more, here the rooms are limited, my working conditions are very bad, I watch the computer screen all day long, and my eyes became shortsighted because of the dark environment.

I fell so much pressure and I finally can’t bear any more,  there are so many job opputinities here, I am sure that I can easilly find another one.  Surely, I will.